Clarity

here goes another unproductive day as I woke up in my dark cold room and comfy bed, lately my mind has been busy with a lot of things like which city I’m going to live in,  what major will I specialize in or am I going to finish dentistry and that believe me caused me a lot of sleepless nights! 

But This day was different because I woke up with a feeling that I haven’t felt in a very long time..it was like welcoming a dear friend that I haven’t seen for a very long time with a warm embrace, could it be hunger? I tend to sleep for 10+ hours so maybe I just miss eating

But Since I’m always hungry..I know what hunger feels like and this wasn’t it..this feeling is different it feels like if I opened the window curtains the sun would seem brighter, my inner demons are no longer yapping and I seem to be at peace with myself.

It’s that feeling when you meet someone special…you know that someone that makes everything seem to be easy and that life is not that hard, so yeah I have met that someone although we didn’t share that much in common at first but now we almost finish each other’s sentences, we understand each other better..at first I was hisetant to go through that dating and finding that special someone because all of that drama and negativeties that made everything harder..I mean you readers know that 2014 clearly wasn’t my year.

But with that someone everything seems easy and right…you know that when that someone becomes your muse, I haven’t felt like blogging since a very long time, but after each time I saw that special someone words were building up in my brain.

That person is my Clarity…I just giggled at the idea of having someone to call mine as childish it may seem but everything seems clear to me now so easy and simple..so have you guessed that feeling I feel now? 

Is it Love? 

Once I was talking with a friend and he asked me, “why do you need a significant other to be happy?”

Back then I didn’t know the answer to that question but now I know 

I don’t need a significant other to be happy because I always like to find that for myself, but I think that it makes me a lot happier when I’m sharing my life with somebody.. 

So that’s it..my first post in a very long time..so excuse me readers I will go text that someone and see what they are up to.

Have a nice day!